Archiq v2.0

back with sad feelings...

before I'm going home today, i want to write something about a friend... a friend who... erm... who kind of dissappointed me... after i'm trying hard to not disappointed them... they turn their back on me... I'm starting to thinking that i'm doing wrong with them... but i don't know what is it... maybe... it's my fault after all... not fixing my promises to them... I wanted to... but i'm hardly can't promised it until i'm pretty sure i can fulfill it... here is the full story...

weekend lepas, aku balik kampung (my previous post) cam biasalaa.... 2 3 bulan baru nak jenguk kampung... selain dari nak merelease letih kat badan nih... cam biasalaa.. agenda potong rambut... rimas rasa kalau biar panjang sangat... nanti kepala jadi panas & pemikiran pun bole serabut... another agenda is nak belanja family makan best skit kat luar... ingat nak bawak gi pizza hut... malangnya tak sempat plak... takpelah.. at least dapat belanja diorang makan mee bandung cukuplaa... pizza hut tu next time kot... then, aku balik sini semula ari sabtu petang... nape sabtu petang dan bukan ahad petang??? sebab.... sebab ader seorang kawan ni ada ajak aku masa sebelum aku balik kampung nak gi tengok wayang ari ahad tu... masa tu aku tak janji sangat... aku cakap aku akan cuba... sebab takut ader problem dengan tiket balik jer... and i managed to be here on saturday... malangnya, dia plak buat plan lain dengan orang lain tanpa bagitau awal-awal... and kesudahannya, aku gi tengok movie sorang-sorang kat TGV mines... aku tak kisah pun nak tengok movie sorang-sorang... sebab dah biasa dah... tapi aku sedih sebab aku rasa aku dah buang masa aku bersama family untuk ini... aku dapat tau perubahan plan ni pun time aku tengah dalam bas balik sini... ilang terus mood aku... dan hujan pun mengiringi perjalanan pulang aku... tak taulaa apa silapnya disini... cukuplah ini jadi pengajaran untuk aku... cukup bagi aku untuk tidak berharap lagi... bak kata dalam citer spiderman 2... "There are heroes in all of us... eventhough sometimes we have to give up the things we want the most..." no matter what we're doing, we have the choice... and the choice will set the path of our destiny...

posted by cryofoton @ 7/12/2004 07:39:00 PM